Today, April 26 2023, I THINK, I have seen everything. Kehidupan sudah jauh berubah. Jauh sekali. Dari sejak terakhir gw nulis mungkin di sekitar tahun 2012. Yap, sekitar 11 tahun yang lalu. Sudah terlalu banyak cerita yang dilalui selama 11 tahun itu. Gw ga akan menceritakan tahapan-tahapan yang gw lalui, tapi intinya adalah kehidupan, kerumitan,…

Man, i’ve been useless to my big family in my entire life… Just looked at my recently-passed away aunt’s facebook profile..and i feel so left out. Damn! how could this happen?! it’s all my fault, i didn’t do my best to get to know them. i cant promise anything, but after all this “life-training” done,…

if you love it, do it if you don’t love it but you must do it, do it anyway if you love it but you’re not allowed to do it, don’t do it if you don’t love it and you don’t have to do it, don’t do it

Yes, it has become day one from years ahead that i’ll live. Like now, it’s useless to complain (especially on twitter), no one’s going to understand what i wrote there. Okay, i’ll try to write again, try to update again, try to be a reminder again. Let’s start a life again. I’ve done the 1st…

well, i’ve tried everything..  now, live with it… maybe after all it’s not really a problem.. maybe it’s a power…

Nice lyrics and music… it’s inspiring me to never stop dreaming, even if your road is full of troubles.. Dreaming by I Dream Ft. Frankie & Calvin I’ve been dreaming about a place where I can watch you smile as you let sunlight hit your face. Sing if your happy, cry if your blue, eat if…

Listening to my bestfriend’s band “VAME” with their song called “Pagi Yang Indah”. One thing: i’m inspired… it’s been like forever since i cant stop my brain from thinking, i need it rested. But, i promise you, my brain… someday, when that beautiful morning comes, you may take a rest.. and let me live the…

Lelah…parah..lelah gila.. ga nyangka bakalan jadi serumit ini, sesusah ini, selama ini.. ga ada kabar baik, ga ada pecut, ga ada sesuatu yg bisa bikin gw bangun dgn smangat di pagi hari.. ga ada.. ga ngerti ampe kapan.. gw cape’..

hahaha ini cuma pikiran yang tiba2 dateng, kalo ga salah pas gw sholat kmaren.. gw baru sadar aja kalo sholat tuh bisa dianalogiin sama lagu.. dimana dua-duanya punya part2 yang harus dilalui, kalo ga gtu, ga bakal harmonis..  mulai dari niat, itu kyk intro kalo di lagu.. begitu takbir pertama dan baca surat2, itu kyk…

Dionne Warwick & Friends – That’s What Friends Are For   Haha… bener2 gw ga ngerti deh ini suatu kebetulan, ato cuma gw nya doang yang berlebihan.. Gw Berempat lagi, dengan formasi yang sama yaitu 3 cowo 1 cewe… Pas SMP akhir-SMA awal2.. ada Gw, Mayo, Dendra, Ijho (Saskia).. Pas kuliah semester2 tengah2 ada Gw, Ai…